Is there more????

As the days went on, with still no job at hand, i felt more worthless, more desperate and more depressed than i have ever... I dont know what the world's coming at.. But i know it isnt something good, and i've always feared the worse everyday, especially now, in my stupid state.... I felt so alone, but i dont feel a tear coming out of my eye. Am i really that immuned to this kind of feeling? Is this happening because i'm bound to be alone in a long time? I wish i could say, "i hope not" and put a fake smile in my face, then assure myself that everything's gonna fine, with a doubt of it going to happen.... oh my... am i really lonely or just faking it?????

Or i'm just plain old crazy coz nothin new is happening.........

MORE TO LIFE by Staccie Orrico

I've got it all but i feel so deprived
I go up, i come down and i'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that i feel like i'm missing
And why can't i let it go

There's gotta be more to life
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that i'm trippin out
Thinking there must be more to life
But it's life but i'm sure
There's gotta be more.......
I'm wanting more.........

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment
I'm halfway out the door
On to the next thing I'm searching
For something that's missing.......