Socialera

Dahil sinabi ko kay jeddah kanina tungkol sa dalawang blogsites ko, naalala ko na ang dami ko na palang account.

ACCOUNTS.

1. BLOGSPOT:
Dito sa blogspot, parang may apat ako, pero dalawa lang ang pinapakita ko. Yung isa pang sama ng loob, basta kahit na anong pangtopak ko lang na di ko rin naman inuupdate. Ngayon lang halos. Yung isa naman, dapat, pangtravel, kaso napansin ko hindi pala ako magaling mag-narrate. Kaya ayun kaboom isang malaking flop. Pinabulok ko na lang. Yung isa naman, tula, kaya di ko pinapakita, kasi ang corny. hahaha.. lahat ng kacheesyhan ko andun. Nagulat ako isa sa mga kaibigan ko nahanap nya! Binura ko na sa profile para di kita. Yung isa pang photography ek ek, syempre andun lahat ng masterpiece ko, kaso di ko na naman inuupdate, kaya sinusubukan kong lagyan ng laman kada linggo. Syempre yung huli, eto na. Ang pinakamatagal kong blogsite everrr.. Lahat ng ideya ko, mga opinion sa buhay, maikling kwento, mga angst ko, NOON, andito mababasa. Binabasa ko paminsan-minsan para naman maalala ko yung mga kalokohan ko noon. At natatawa pa rin ako.

2. FACEBOOK
Syempre isa lang ito, para sa lahat ng mga kamag-anak, kaklase, chuchu. Nakakatamad na nga lang kasi parang ang dami ko palang friends. Hahaha.. Sino yung ibaaa? Choz. Kilala ko most sa kanila (most is mga 94%), pero of course hindi kami close friends. Nagulat ako, di ko akalaing ganoon na kalaki yung circle of acquiantances at network ko.

3. TWITTER
Dahil marami na akong kaibigan sa FB or Facebook, lahat ng shoutouts ko, dun ko na nilipat, kasi naman nakakahiya namang makita ng mga bossing yung mga shout outs ko na "Gusto ko nang umuweeee" achuchuchu di ba? hahaha... wala rin naman akong gaanong followers dun kaya ayan shoutout to the maximum level ako.

4. WORDPRESS
Dahil sa recommendation ni Jep, nitry kong gamitin to para sana sa photography site ko. Gusto ko kasi sanang ayusin yung site mismo, gamitan ng themes at kung anong anikanik. Kaso mahirap pala syang intindihin. Kaya pinabulok ko na lang muna. Saka ko na aalamin.

5. FRIENDSTER
Patay na daw ang website na ito. Tinignan ko ngayon, okay pa rin naman. Parang fb din nito noon, kaso mas masaya talaga ang FB kaya jump ship na ako.

6. MULTIPLY
Lahat na ata ng pictures ko simula pa nuong nagstart akong magphotography ay nandito. Gusto ko talaga itong i-maintain, kaso naman ang pangit ng ngalan ng site. Abimisery. Ginawa ko lang siya kasi depressed ako, eh medyo OC ako gusto ko nasa iisang email address lang lahat ng social sites. Kaya ayun, pinanindigan. Ang hirap nang gamitin ng multiply ngayon, di katulad dati na pupwede mong i-connect sa facebook. Kaya ayan. Bihira na lang din makapagpost.

Obviously, mahilig ako sa internet talaga. Hindi lang ito ata yung mga social sites/blogs na meron ako. Pero ang maganda nito, pwede na tayong marinig kahit nasa iisang sulok ka lang ng bahay ninyo, basta may internet at computer kang kasama. Ang saya rin ng pakiramdam na ganoon. Masaya din pala ito, kasi feeling ko may lugar ako sa internet na para sa akin lang. :) Gaya ng mga nabanggit.

Books and Reading

To date, I have about more than 30 books. I think, I've only read half of them. When I was younger, I wished to have more books so that I can read more stories. I have loved learning thru the eyes of other people. I am an introvert, and this is the only way I can learn about other people. It's an effort for me to really socialize with people. 

I loved the facebook's Visual Bookshelf Application, it helps me track the books, their reviews, rating and other stuff. I also love buying books, so this application is also helpful in guiding me what to buy. Good thing now, I have the time and energy to read what I have bought. 

Now, I am currently reading "Para kay B" by Ricky Lee. Hopefully, I get this done by this week and then I'll read "Water for Elephants" by Sara Gruen next. :) 

Improvements

I haven't watched my weight for a couple of months or so. I have been eating too much and I think I've been depressed, I just didn't notice. My job, my schedule, my life, my family, everything... it is eating me inside. Sometimes, I have been attending to all these things that I forgot about taking care of myself.

Well, this is until I took those pills. Those pills are supposed to return all my female hormones. I have PCOS which means Polycystic Ovary Syndrome. Both of my ovaries have a couple of non cancerous cysts, I have undergone DNC or raspa in tagalog, and found out that my these cysts make my ovary lining thick and if not taken care of, it'll probably lead to endometreal cancer. (Me thinks: Wow cancer again after two years.) Not good news, so I am prescribed to take the pills, probably for life. But I can always stop, just in case I wanna get pregnant. (A medicine major friend told me to have babies right away so that it will disappear, but I don't think that's gonna happen anytime so I'm stuck with the pill)

So what does the pill have to do with me? A LOT of changes happened, I lost my "manly" appetite, started to think girly, got crushes again (this is a big HAHA on my part), and I got the "I wanna have a boyfriend" thinking again. I forgot all of those late last year. It feels good to know, I'm still a girl after all. It feels really good.

I hope these "good" changes will still continue. To date, I've lost 6 kgs. I really don't know my December weight, but last Apr I think I already reached 76 kgs, now, I'm only 70 kgs. My target is 65kgs, my weight last Dec 2007. It's hard, but it's for the best. :) Wish me luck.