Improvements

I haven't watched my weight for a couple of months or so. I have been eating too much and I think I've been depressed, I just didn't notice. My job, my schedule, my life, my family, everything... it is eating me inside. Sometimes, I have been attending to all these things that I forgot about taking care of myself.

Well, this is until I took those pills. Those pills are supposed to return all my female hormones. I have PCOS which means Polycystic Ovary Syndrome. Both of my ovaries have a couple of non cancerous cysts, I have undergone DNC or raspa in tagalog, and found out that my these cysts make my ovary lining thick and if not taken care of, it'll probably lead to endometreal cancer. (Me thinks: Wow cancer again after two years.) Not good news, so I am prescribed to take the pills, probably for life. But I can always stop, just in case I wanna get pregnant. (A medicine major friend told me to have babies right away so that it will disappear, but I don't think that's gonna happen anytime so I'm stuck with the pill)

So what does the pill have to do with me? A LOT of changes happened, I lost my "manly" appetite, started to think girly, got crushes again (this is a big HAHA on my part), and I got the "I wanna have a boyfriend" thinking again. I forgot all of those late last year. It feels good to know, I'm still a girl after all. It feels really good.

I hope these "good" changes will still continue. To date, I've lost 6 kgs. I really don't know my December weight, but last Apr I think I already reached 76 kgs, now, I'm only 70 kgs. My target is 65kgs, my weight last Dec 2007. It's hard, but it's for the best. :) Wish me luck.